Neat or Freak

I have come to question my neat-addiction... and am starting to notice that I tend to freak out for petty, materialistic things. Anal, that is the word (in a non-penetration way, of course!). I have systems, places for things to be (and not to be), things that can wipe some things and not touch other things, and dont' even start with my clothes (sticky fingers on my t-shirt do not make for foreplay in my book).

My freakish obsessions are making for cringing crisis' during what should be quite fun and liberating activities. Some days are better than others... will I be able to triumph over my compulsive behaviour? Well, I am testing these limits...